讨厌

上了车不久，情不自禁地欢呼，因为年底可以出国旅行，去想去的香港。没想到，过了一会儿，他开始对我说出他的不满。情绪激动的开始喊，我只好无言以对。我不想吵，所以沉默不语。同时，想忍住泪水决堤，所以我望出窗外，不想说话。

最后，我们到了东海岸。下了车，决定谈谈。真心说出彼此所想的。把不愉快的都说出来，不要有仍何误会。他觉得很烦，为了让我开心（他对我的承诺），很多时候他得牺牲自己想要的。他越说越激动，泪水也不听话地流下。当时，我的心好痛。你不需要用物质来取悦我。和你在一起不是为了物质的享受，不是为了把你辛苦赚来的钱花光。你感受到的压力，我其实知道，只是我没说。

我讨厌这样的对峙。我讨厌这样的感觉。我讨厌你牺牲自己的快乐。你不开心，我也会不开心。痛哭过后，讨论过后，得到的是谅解。不愉快的都留在海边，随风飘走，随海浪卷走。

M & M

After PSLE marking ended, went to my colleague's house at Yishun and they taught me how to play Mahjong...as another colleague was also learning so we didn't play with money. Quite an interesting game. Out of 5 games, I managed to win 1.

Took the train down to Jurong Point to meet teddy chua to go to Marina Bay Sands. Most of the shops were selling branded goods. The selection of food at the small food court was also quite limited. I went to La Senza to spend my birthday voucher of 50% off regular items. The view from outside MBS that overlooks the CBD area is quite nice. The interior lighting of the MBS hotel also creates a rather romantic feel. The parking fee of MBS is however, very scary...we spent about 2 hours there and it's $12!

《Detective Dee and The Mystery of the Phantom Flame》

Went to catch this movie with J at Vivocity last evening. Had to wolf down our dinner at Carl's Jr as we were left with about 5min before the movie started. The movie was much better than the Cyborg movie that Andy Lau acted in previously. Will give it a 3 star out of 5.

Samsung Galaxy S

Teddy went to get this handphone for me as another birthday present. He already got me the agnes.b wallet from Japan, the Chloe perfume and yet he go and buy this...spent so much for my birthday till next year also don't know what to get for him...=S

Nice weekend

1 Oct Fri: Went for my last piano lesson at PS and met J at Somerset 313 for dinner. We went to De Ste for gelato, tried the rum and pistachio which was quite good. J commented that it's the best gelato he has ever tasted.

2 Oct Sat: Had my birthday lunch treat by Dad at Yoyogi with my parents and J. After our meal, we went to Paragon where J went for his root canal while I went to Green Sanctuary for mini facial and tummy compress. Head to his house after that.

3 Oct Sun: Had lunch at Al Dente Trattoria at Esplanade before catching "Nanta" with Yifen, Ray and Yifen's parents with J. Their usage of knives to create the rhythmic beats were very impressive. The show was quite entertaining but I was having a rather bad case of sniffles so felt quite awful. Took medication but still feel sick...will see if I need to visit the doctor tomorrow morning.